| W.E.B. Du Bois (1868–1963). The Souls of Black Folk.
CHICAGO: A.C. McCLURG & CO., 1903. |
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Chapter I.
...They approach me in a half-hesitant sort of way, eye me curiously or
compassionately, and then, instead of saying directly, How does it feel to be a
problem? they say, I know an excellent colored man in my town; or, I fought at
Mechanicsville; or, Do not these Southern outrages make your blood boil? At
these I smile, or am interested, or reduce the boiling to a simmer, as the
occasion may require. To the real question, How does it feel to be a problem? I
answer seldom a word.
And yet, being a problem is a strange experience,—peculiar even for one who has
never been anything else, save perhaps in babyhood and in Europe. It is in the
early days of rollicking boyhood that the revelation first bursts upon one, all
in a day, as it were. I remember well when the shadow swept across me. I was a
little thing, away up in the hills of New England, where the dark Housatonic
winds between Hoosac and Taghkanic to the sea. In a wee wooden schoolhouse,
something put it into the boys’ and girls’ heads to buy gorgeous
visiting-cards—ten cents a package—and exchange. The exchange was merry, till
one girl, a tall newcomer, refused my card,—refused it peremptorily, with a
glance. Then it dawned upon me with a certain suddenness that I was different
from the others; or like, mayhap, in heart and life and longing, but shut out
from their world by a vast veil. I had thereafter no desire to tear down that
veil, to creep through; I held all beyond it in common contempt, and lived above
it in a region of blue sky and great wandering shadows. That sky was bluest when
I could beat my mates at examination-time, or beat them at a foot-race, or even
beat their stringy heads. Alas, with the years all this fine contempt began to
fade; for the worlds I longed for, and all their dazzling opportunities, were
theirs, not mine. But they should not keep these prizes, I said; some, all, I
would wrest from them. Just how I would do it I could never decide: by reading
law, by healing the sick, by telling the wonderful tales that swam in my
head,—some way. With other black boys the strife was not so fiercely sunny:
their youth shrunk into tasteless sycophancy, or into silent hatred of the pale
world about them and mocking distrust of everything white; or wasted itself in a
bitter cry, Why did God make me an outcast and a stranger in mine own house? The
shades of the prison-house closed round about us all: walls strait and stubborn
to the whitest, but relentlessly narrow, tall, and unscalable to sons of night
who must plod darkly on in resignation, or beat unavailing palms against the
stone, or steadily, half hopelessly, watch the streak of blue above.
After the Egyptian and Indian, the Greek and Roman, the Teuton and Mongolian,
the Negro is a sort of seventh son, born with a veil, and gifted with
second-sight in this American world,—a world which yields him no true
self-consciousness, but only lets him see himself through the revelation of the
other world. It is a peculiar sensation, this double-consciousness, this sense
of always looking at one’s self through the eyes of others, of measuring one’s
soul by the tape of a world that looks on in amused contempt and pity. One ever
feels his two-ness,—an American, a Negro; two souls, two thoughts, two
unreconciled strivings; two warring ideals in one dark body, whose dogged
strength alone keeps it from being torn asunder.
The history of the American Negro is the history of this strife,—this longing to
attain self-conscious manhood, to merge his double self into a better and truer
self. In this merging he wishes neither of the older selves to be lost. He would
not Africanize America, for America has too much to teach the world and Africa.
He would not bleach his Negro soul in a flood of white Americanism, for he knows
that Negro blood has a message for the world. He simply wishes to make it
possible for a man to be both a Negro and an American, without being cursed and
spit upon by his fellows, without having the doors of Opportunity closed roughly
in his face.
This, then, is the end of his striving: to be a co-worker in the kingdom of
culture, to escape both death and isolation, to husband and use his best powers
and his latent genius. These powers of body and mind have in the past been
strangely wasted, dispersed, or forgotten. The shadow of a mighty Negro past
flits through the tale of Ethiopia the Shadowy and of Egypt the Sphinx.
Throughout history, the powers of single black men flash here and there like
falling stars, and die sometimes before the world has rightly gauged their
brightness. Here in America, in the few days since Emancipation, the black man’s
turning hither and thither in hesitant and doubtful striving has often made his
very strength to lose effectiveness, to seem like absence of power, like
weakness. And yet it is not weakness,—it is the contradiction of double aims.
The double-aimed struggle of the black artisan—on the one hand to escape white
contempt for a nation of mere hewers of wood and drawers of water, and on the
other hand to plough and nail and dig for a poverty-stricken horde—could only
result in making him a poor craftsman, for he had but half a heart in either
cause. By the poverty and ignorance of his people, the Negro minister or doctor
was tempted toward quackery and demagogy; and by the criticism of the other
world, toward ideals that made him ashamed of his lowly tasks. The would-be
black savant was confronted by the paradox that the knowledge his people needed
was a twice-told tale to his white neighbors, while the knowledge which would
teach the white world was Greek to his own flesh and blood. The innate love of
harmony and beauty that set the ruder souls of his people a-dancing and
a-singing raised but confusion and doubt in the soul of the black artist; for
the beauty revealed to him was the soul-beauty of a race which his larger
audience despised, and he could not articulate the message of another people.
This waste of double aims, this seeking to satisfy two unreconciled ideals, has
wrought sad havoc with the courage and faith and deeds of ten thousand thousand
people,—has sent them often wooing false gods and invoking false means of
salvation, and at times has even seemed about to make them ashamed of
themselves.
Away back in the days of bondage they thought to see in one divine event the end
of all doubt and disappointment; few men ever worshipped Freedom with half such
unquestioning faith as did the American Negro for two centuries. To him, so far
as he thought and dreamed, slavery was indeed the sum of all villainies, the
cause of all sorrow, the root of all prejudice; Emancipation was the key to a
promised land of sweeter beauty than ever stretched before the eyes of wearied
Israelites. In song and exhortation swelled one refrain—Liberty; in his tears
and curses the God he implored had Freedom in his right hand. At last it
came,—suddenly, fearfully, like a dream. With one wild carnival of blood and
passion came the message in his own plaintive cadences:—
“Shout, O children!
Shout, you’re free!
For God has bought your liberty!”
Years have passed away since then,—ten, twenty, forty; forty years of national
life, forty years of renewal and development, and yet the swarthy spectre sits
in its accustomed seat at the Nation’s feast. In vain do we cry to this our
vastest social problem:—
“Take any shape but that, and my firm nerves
Shall never tremble!”
The Nation has not yet found peace from its sins; the freedman has not yet found
in freedom his promised land. Whatever of good may have come in these years of
change, the shadow of a deep disappointment rests upon the Negro people,—a
disappointment all the more bitter because the unattained ideal was unbounded
save by the simple ignorance of a lowly people.
The first decade was merely a prolongation of the vain search for freedom, the
boon that seemed ever barely to elude their grasp,—like a tantalizing
will-o’-the-wisp, maddening and misleading the headless host. The holocaust of
war, the terrors of the Ku-Klux Klan, the lies of carpet-baggers, the
disorganization of industry, and the contradictory advice of friends and foes,
left the bewildered serf with no new watchword beyond the old cry for freedom.
As the time flew, however, he began to grasp a new idea. The ideal of liberty
demanded for its attainment powerful means, and these the Fifteenth Amendment
gave him. The ballot, which before he had looked upon as a visible sign of
freedom, he now regarded as the chief means of gaining and perfecting the
liberty with which war had partially endowed him. And why not? Had not votes
made war and emancipated millions? Had not votes enfranchised the freedmen? Was
anything impossible to a power that had done all this? A million black men
started with renewed zeal to vote themselves into the kingdom. So the decade
flew away, the revolution of 1876 came, and left the half-free serf weary,
wondering, but still inspired. Slowly but steadily, in the following years, a
new vision began gradually to replace the dream of political power,—a powerful
movement, the rise of another ideal to guide the unguided, another pillar of
fire by night after a clouded day. It was the ideal of “book-learning”; the
curiosity, born of compulsory ignorance, to know and test the power of the
cabalistic letters of the white man, the longing to know. Here at last seemed to
have been discovered the mountain path to Canaan; longer than the highway of
Emancipation and law, steep and rugged, but straight, leading to heights high
enough to overlook life.
Up the new path the advance guard toiled, slowly, heavily, doggedly; only those
who have watched and guided the faltering feet, the misty minds, the dull
understandings, of the dark pupils of these schools know how faithfully, how
piteously, this people strove to learn. It was weary work. The cold statistician
wrote down the inches of progress here and there, noted also where here and
there a foot had slipped or some one had fallen. To the tired climbers, the
horizon was ever dark, the mists were often cold, the Canaan was always dim and
far away. If, however, the vistas disclosed as yet no goal, no resting-place,
little but flattery and criticism, the journey at least gave leisure for
reflection and self-examination; it changed the child of Emancipation to the
youth with dawning self-consciousness, self-realization, self-respect. In those
sombre forests of his striving his own soul rose before him, and he saw
himself,—darkly as through a veil; and yet he saw in himself some faint
revelation of his power, of his mission. He began to have a dim feeling that, to
attain his place in the world, he must be himself, and not another. For the
first time he sought to analyze the burden he bore upon his back, that
dead-weight of social degradation partially masked behind a half-named Negro
problem. He felt his poverty; without a cent, without a home, without land,
tools, or savings, he had entered into competition with rich, landed, skilled
neighbors. To be a poor man is hard, but to be a poor race in a land of dollars
is the very bottom of hardships. He felt the weight of his ignorance,—not simply
of letters, but of life, of business, of the humanities; the accumulated sloth
and shirking and awkwardness of decades and centuries shackled his hands and
feet. Nor was his burden all poverty and ignorance. The red stain of bastardy,
which two centuries of systematic legal defilement of Negro women had stamped
upon his race, meant not only the loss of ancient African chastity, but also the
hereditary weight of a mass of corruption from white adulterers, threatening
almost the obliteration of the Negro home.
A people thus handicapped ought not to be asked to race with the world, but
rather allowed to give all its time and thought to its own social problems. But
alas! while sociologists gleefully count his bastards and his prostitutes, the
very soul of the toiling, sweating black man is darkened by the shadow of a vast
despair. Men call the shadow prejudice, and learnedly explain it as the natural
defence of culture against barbarism, learning against ignorance, purity against
crime, the “higher” against the “lower” races. To which the Negro cries Amen!
and swears that to so much of this strange prejudice as is founded on just
homage to civilization, culture, righteousness, and progress, he humbly bows and
meekly does obeisance. But before that nameless prejudice that leaps beyond all
this he stands helpless, dismayed, and well-nigh speechless; before that
personal disrespect and mockery, the ridicule and systematic humiliation, the
distortion of fact and wanton license of fancy, the cynical ignoring of the
better and the boisterous welcoming of the worse, the all-pervading desire to
inculcate disdain for everything black, from Toussaint to the devil,—before this
there rises a sickening despair that would disarm and discourage any nation save
that black host to whom “discouragement” is an unwritten word.
But the facing of so vast a prejudice could not but bring the inevitable
self-questioning, self-disparagement, and lowering of ideals which ever
accompany repression and breed in an atmosphere of contempt and hate.
Whisperings and portents came borne upon the four winds: Lo! we are diseased and
dying, cried the dark hosts; we cannot write, our voting is vain; what need of
education, since we must always cook and serve? And the Nation echoed and
enforced this self-criticism, saying: Be content to be servants, and nothing
more; what need of higher culture for half-men? Away with the black man’s
ballot, by force or fraud,—and behold the suicide of a race! Nevertheless, out
of the evil came something of good,—the more careful adjustment of education to
real life, the clearer perception of the Negroes’ social responsibilities, and
the sobering realization of the meaning of progress.
So dawned the time of Sturm und Drang: storm and stress to-day rocks our little
boat on the mad waters of the world-sea; there is within and without the sound
of conflict, the burning of body and rending of soul; inspiration strives with
doubt, and faith with vain questionings. The bright ideals of the past,—physical
freedom, political power, the training of brains and the training of hands,—all
these in turn have waxed and waned, until even the last grows dim and overcast.
Are they all wrong,—all false? No, not that, but each alone was over-simple and
incomplete,—the dreams of a credulous race-childhood, or the fond imaginings of
the other world which does not know and does not want to know our power. To be
really true, all these ideals must be melted and welded into one. The training
of the schools we need to-day more than ever,—the training of deft hands, quick
eyes and ears, and above all the broader, deeper, higher culture of gifted minds
and pure hearts. The power of the ballot we need in sheer self-defence,—else
what shall save us from a second slavery? Freedom, too, the long-sought, we
still seek,—the freedom of life and limb, the freedom to work and think, the
freedom to love and aspire. Work, culture, liberty,—all these we need, not
singly but together, not successively but together, each growing and aiding
each, and all striving toward that vaster ideal that swims before the Negro
people, the ideal of human brotherhood, gained through the unifying ideal of
Race; the ideal of fostering and developing the traits and talents of the Negro,
not in opposition to or contempt for other races, but rather in large conformity
to the greater ideals of the American Republic, in order that some day on
American soil two world-races may give each to each those characteristics both
so sadly lack. We the darker ones come even now not altogether empty-handed:
there are to-day no truer exponents of the pure human spirit of the Declaration
of Independence than the American Negroes; there is no true American music but
the wild sweet melodies of the Negro slave; the American fairy tales and
folk-lore are Indian and African; and, all in all, we black men seem the sole
oasis of simple faith and reverence in a dusty desert of dollars and smartness.
Will America be poorer if she replace her brutal dyspeptic blundering with
light-hearted but determined Negro humility? or her coarse and cruel wit with
loving jovial good-humor? or her vulgar music with the soul of the Sorrow Songs?
Merely a concrete test of the underlying principles of the great republic is the
Negro Problem, and the spiritual striving of the freedmen’s sons is the travail
of souls whose burden is almost beyond the measure of their strength, but who
bear it in the name of an historic race, in the name of this the land of their
fathers’ fathers, and in the name of human opportunity.
Resources:
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